We really should have named Annabeth "Joy" as that has always been something the Lord has given us through her life. Today, was yet another gymnastics meet, but it was also a great excuse to take off early and spend some quality time with my little joyful gift. We drove to Stillwater and ate at Eskimo Joe's (of course) and had a great time sharing our hearts and of course, laughter. In a life that is so busy, I truly value those moments when the Lord gives me time to truly experience my family. Annabeth is at a time of her life when she is full of questions and quietly soaks up so much of what is said and done around her. She is an observer (Emma often chides her for openly staring at others) and she is more like her father in terms of her reluctance to just share all that is in her heart. I tend to blab my heart over anyone who will take the time to listen, so cracking Annabeth open has become something of an art form for me. Over the years, the Lord has given me wisdom in being her mother and He has filled me with understanding for a personality that has many differences from mine. Her little life has taught me much about determination, endurance, and the wisdom of being quiet at times. I often have to get creative in our conversations when all the answers seem to end with a mere "good, fine, yes, or no," but when she does open her heart, it is always a beautiful blessing. She's the kind of kid who will write deep thoughts in a private journal or add thoughtful touches to one's day without them ever knowing. The gratitude thought for today is, of course, thankfulness for my beautiful second-born daughter, but also for the intricate design God has for families. I love that he takes two virtual strangers and grows their hearts together over a lifetime journey. Then he adds little bodies to the mix, each exhibiting parts of a parent and then blossoming into their own unique person knit together before the foundations of time. I'm so thankful for a Creator who has placed precious individuals under my care on this earth. I'm humbled to parent such amazing blessings, but I am also so thankful that just as the Lord has given me these children, He has fully prepared and equipped me to be their mother. Thank you Lord for Your faithfulness in my family that You have created for Your glory!
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